Just another random night which suddenly I got the feeling to write something over here. I swear to god that I'm so tired and sleepy. But still if I don't write it now, then this blog will never going to come out.
So today topic is all about a summary of my 4 years college life. Yes, I'm a college boy before this and look noob all the time and....... Wait, I'm not noob k. Haha. I'm going to quit my college because I can't make it for so many time I attempt for the exam. Wasted parents money, wasted my time and life. Just before I'm going to waste more money for something never going to happen, I choose to quit. I'm not run away from the problem, I just solve it in another way. Curious with what course I'm taking for the past 4 years? LAW! Yes, you hear me right, is Law, some more is UK Law. Which you have to know how to twist your tongue each time you say a word. Kidding.
I've been though some difficult moment during this 4 years. I absolutely no idea why am I going to get this crazy Law program ever since my English damn poor and my memorize skill damn worst. Seriously, I can't find the point why during that moment I can be so stubborn by not even get other option and just request for the Law program. And after 4 years, I only know that I just can't make it. So who ever read this, if you wish to take Law program, make sure you are super love reading, which mean 24/7 you have to read, non-stop. Like club hits, non-stop. Most important is English and also your memorize skill. Sorry to say, for the 3 requirement I mention just now, not one even I qualify.
I've been to 2 college for this Law program. I'm doing external program. The 1st college is sucks to the max, no need to mention the name, I'm not going to get any benefit even I put it here. The 2nd college, this is the most advance college. Even the college name also got the word advance.
College mostly is about commercial. Money, Profit, and Nothing. Money and Profit, is for the college, only Nothing is for you. They promise heaven and everything before you enrol as their "customer". But after you pay everything, you no longer see the heaven but HELL! You will not going to get any help, its all by your own. Any problem they have, is your problem. Any problem you have, is still your problem. Make no different.
This is what happen to me when I 1st enrol for the 1st college after my STPM. By the way, I'm from Malaysia, so do check up what STPM all about, Thanks. This S college will be so happy to see a newbies, they greet you like you are the boss. They talk in so polite English with so high standard look. But, listen this, BUT, you will fall to the trap if you don't find out what actually is hidden in this college. Sucks to be me, I have to pay for it to look for my self. But now I am kind enough to tell you what exactly inside this college doing with FOC. No hidden cost. So I was enrol for the Law program. The Course Counselor, sounds nice right? Has actually got no idea, no point, not even got the Law degree or even a Law qualification to sell you the program. So what ever you ask, you might end up with a beautiful scenery answer which actually is not at all.
Of course at the end of the day I enrol to the college. I am so happy to heard that they offer me. I know I kinda dumb here. College will never going to not offering you any course. There is no reason unless the problem is YOU. After I accept the offer and make the payment, I start to smell the hell is somewhere around me. No longer you feel you at the heaven. 1st day to college, I got no books, they not telling you that the books will be send it to you by the University but ask you to pay and photo copy a set of OUTDATED Law Text Books. Which is illegal to do so, copyrights.
Thanks to this College, now the books is like a extra rubbish in my room. So the condition of the classroom, CLASSROOM, NOT LECTURE HALL, is very terrible. Air condition not working most of the time until the classroom feel like a sauna room. Complain? Not working, they just answer you that they will take action which is never going to happen. Lecturer, change every 3 months. I have no idea why. So after each semester, I have to get use with the new lecturer teaching skill. Which mean you start the whole chapter all over again. At the end of the day, you won't going to finish the whole syllabus. You won't learn the alphabet Z but only A, B, C, D, and E, then you start all over again for the whole year. Complain? Is the same, no solution.
Library condition. Books all older than your grand grand grand.............. father era. Which also irrelevant with your studies any more. Complain? Forget it, won't help at all. Take it, or leave it. So I stuck to this hell for one year. After one year, I move to another college. As I was though that my sweet dreams just started, is actually my nightmare begin.
This time I move far from my hometown, Penang. This A college do look better than my previous college. Everything, they greet you nicer, promise that help you on your difficulties, nice environment, fixed lecturer, got a better Classroom. Yes, still is Classroom. Is college, you can't get anything more than this.
Lecturer is fixed, but, listen here, some particular lecturer is obviously bias. Which mean they only pay attention to the student they like and love. If you look like a rubbish, then sorry to say, is either you move to another college, or you change your look, or you just sit at there and don't care about it, just like what I'm doing for the past 3 years.
Classroom condition, normal. Library, Normal. Lecturer, how to rate? Any other facilities? Nope. Because they rent 2 levels of the building. Yes, my 2nd college only got 2 levels. Is more like a office than a college. What to do? Take it or leave it.
Promise to help. Just a crap. When you need anything, the lecturer always on LUNCH Break. Maybe I'm so unlucky to call during the wrong time.
Lecturer, new lecturer with no teaching skill. As long you got a Law degree, you can join their team. Trust me, you sure can even you got a bad speaking skill. They desperate to take any one right now if I not mistaken. Complain? Won't help. No answer.
Library, you can get books, but most useful books are in red dot which mean you can't borrow back home but only read it inside the library. So what's the point? Might as well you don't put the books over there.
Classroom, Air-condition problem. Sometime hot until your underwear also wet. The lecturer also can't do anything, because they don't want to do anything.
I know one day if they read this, they sure mad and put down a lot of bad comments. Go for it, I have enough with the college policy. In the future, I won't even allow my children to go for college. Is either they study hard to fight for Local university or I fight hard to earn money for them to go from Private or Oversea University. Private College? No way, not even a chance.
After 4 years only I realize I get into the wrong way. For those who just fresh graduate from Form 5 or Form 6, please think properly before you make any further step regarding your education, one wrong step might lost your valuable 4 years just like me. Choose a right University and a course which suits you. Never study for the sake of study, study for your future and knowledge. Degree is not everything, but if you able to continue, why not you choose a degree which suitable for you.
This post going to be the most longer blog I ever write. Do sad for my failure, but I'm happy to move back to the place I belong. It's the place I born, and I love.
