Turning to 26 years old.

In few minutes and I'm turning to 26 years old. Wow, I have stay in this world for 26 years old. 26 years ago, I'm just a small baby and know how to cry. After 26 years, can I still do that? What have I achieve for the past 26 years?

1. I finally know how to take care of others feeling.
At least now I know what is feeling all about. I never use a single second to consider other except myself. Now I know. Hope it is not too late for me to realize my mistake.

2. I learn how to be independent as in managing my life.
Yes, I lost alot of things in life. Including the one I love. But I tell myself nothing can stop myself for moving forward. I'm happy than before.

3. I finally know how to appreciate my life.
I know what is important for me. Instead of keep dreaming, I decide to wake up and make my dream come true.

Every year I will dedicate one song for myself. It never change for past few years, even for this year.
温岚-祝我生日快乐

Happy Birthday for myself. 26 years old is not old enough but no longer consider young. Should love myself more. My birthday wish is everyone in this world stay healthy and happy. I wish I able to meet the one who love me and the one I love too. Peace~~~~~~~~

As I thought I can.....

As always this problem happen to me. I thought I can. When you thought, it is a different thing as you do or as it real. You might not be able to get the right idea if you just thought.

From so many years, I can easily tell everyone that I can accept what ever the outcome is. Yeah, another as I thought. But when the things do happen, I really have no idea to handle it. I'm kinda weak on dealing this matter.

My life upside down since last year. I keep forcing myself to move on and not fall back again. As times goes by, I fall into the same mistake again. I can't handle the problem well. I not even able to convince myself to accept it.

Why my life have be so down? I keep looking the answer. No one able answer me neither myself.

It's really tired to think of all this problem. The more I think, the more I suffer. Should I go for it or just give up this opportunity?

God, if you do really exist, please lead me and show me the right way. Just show me and the rest I'll do it myself. I need a guideline. I had enough with all this. Really enough. I can't take it anymore. I need a break.

Swinburne UIIE Program.

Recently, I joined Swinburne UIIE Program. This is a program for you to improve your english level before you proceed to Foundation, Diploma, or Degree. Most people might think that this kind of english program purpose is to earn your money. No, you're wrong if you think so. Swinburne do provide the right English lesson for you to improve your English. What you included in this course is Listening and Speaking, Reading and Writing, and also Grammar.

To be honest, I feel this English course really benefit me alot. I just realize my previous english level are like rubbish. Grammar mistake, wrong spelling, can't pronouns a single word perfectly. What a shame.

Now still have Grammar problem. I really have to push hard to polish my english standard. To get more info about this programme, just visit Swinburne Sarawak website and you will get the whole idea of the course.

A good memories with the right person.

I just come back from my aunty's house. We have a long chat about the past. Never thought the old good memories can be so funny.

My aunty's house just finish renovate. Althought alot of part already change, but the feeling never change. Some people leave, but some still there. I miss the time when I was a kid. Everyday just wait for food and have fun. Run here and there and even catch fishes at there nearest drain. I know its kinda dirty, but this is what we have last time. Not everyone affort to get Computer. We got no game console. We don't have toys. So the best fun we have to kill our time is play what we have around us.

Now a days, do kids still hide at drain? Do they still play what we play last time? No. They all just play with mordern toys. Even primary school kids own iPod Touch. Can you imagine that? How advance they are. Haha.

Its a good time to spend talking with the elders. They do recall my memories and teach me not to forget what people every help us before. Remember your roots.

I know my blog kinda boring because of no picture. I'll try to put picture next time. The reason is because I lazy want to upload. :D

Valentines Day.

Hello reader. It's been quite some time since my last blog. I'm on the busy mode. When I got the mood to write something, I feel so tired and lazy want to turn on my laptop. That is the reason why I got so less post. Lazy + Busy = Unproductive. :D

Back to the topic of the post. Valentines day. I'm break up with my girl friends last year. So I'm officially single. Also a desperate person to look for new girl friend!...... Nah, I just kidding. Im single but not desperate to look for a new girl friend.

Some people start showing how lovey dovey they are with their partner. Some even post on FB telling the whole world where are they celebrating their Valentines Day. Me? I'm going to have a dinner and movie with my ex-Girl friend. Yeah, you hear me right, My EX. Hahaha.

There is nothing wrong. For me, breakup doesnt mean you have to treat her as your enermy. It's like doing business, will you treat the person who failed to make a business with you as enermy? After all, we all still are friend.

Buying Rose during this period is the most terrible moment. Expensive yet no quality. But for the one you love, it really worth yet you make her smile. I love to see a girl smile. It's like an angel.

My love life is not so sweet. So nothing more to share about my past. After all we are moving foward, not moving backward.

I'm here to wish everyone here have a Happy Valentines Day. May you have a sweet sweet day with your partner. I'm sharing my love with every single human in this earth. If you are alone in this Valentines Day, feel free to pick up the love I'm sharing. Haha.

Love,
Stephen Sim 13/02/2011 The beautiful night!